Saturday, December 19, 2009

Reason or not a Reason

I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Sometimes when things happen that are hurtful, we may wish that it wouldn't have happened. Some times we wonder why something didn't happen a certain way. My husband use to talk to me about how we grew up so close (in Harborcreek) to each other, but we had never met until that one day in September of 2003. He seemed to be angry about it, like we had missed out on something. On the other hand, I felt that our meeting was perfect timing. I would have never been interested in a relationship with him before that time, because of the internal struggle I was going through. In order to accept that I deserved an awesome guy like my husband, I had to accept me for me. In the end here we are- together living and planning for our future.

You never know what can happen, so be prepared for hurricanes!


Monday, December 14, 2009


Lately I feel like I really need to write. I have a journal, but I want to post online. Maybe then people that don't get to see me that often might know what is going on in my life.

Right now I have been sitting here trying to make sense of some things in my life. I have a beautiful family, my husband, and two wonderful daughters, ages 9 and 1 and a half. These people are the most solid thing in my life right now. I am sure that someone may be wondering what I mean by that, and for now you will have to guess. I can only say right now that they are the most important things on this earth to me, and for them, I would give my own life. This is the one thing I am absolutely sure of.

My name is Jessica Larson, formerly, Jessica Mitchell, I am 28 years old, I share a birthday with Beyonce Knowles, 9-4-81, and I have many interests, hobbies, and plans. Some people may think that I talk too much or that I am naive, but what they may not understand is that I am very unique. When I am around really loud obnoxious people, I tend to be quiet. When I am around mean and angry people, I tend to talk a lot more than normal, mostly about nonsense, in hopes that the other people will get annoyed and leave me alone. (I am realizing that tactic isn't working as well as I thought it would.) As for the naive part, well... let's just say that I have been highly experienced in many different areas of life and I have tucked that info into a tiny pocket inside my mind. It's almost as if I am much older in mind than in body. Does that make sense? Anyway, I feel that it may be time to start unleashing some of this info out into the world wide web. Hopefully, it will be of some use to you or someone you know, because all it is doing right now is getting old and stagnant inside the deep confines of my mind.

Please feel free to comment anytime. I only have one rule for those of you who comment...


God Bless